It's been a while... my birthday is coming up on Saturday. I've been up and down. It seems like when ever I use drugs, my life slides backwards. The problem is that whenever I achieve some basic level of stability, I get excited and want to use drugs.

It's being solved. For tonight, I need sleep. I have been working out a lot. I'm looking pretty different. It's difficult sometimes. I think that I need to keep on my path, I'll get there eventually. The thing I need to focus on most is just getting my shit straight. I have to save my money and fix my shit.

It's going to be interesting.